Beloved,
You are struggling through your poor relationship choices. You have a lot to offer but it's buried beneath the cycle of heartache and disappointment. Your biggest need right now is to learn your value and worth through self love and inner happiness. You are looking for happiness in people and things. You want to have the happiness you see in others. You suffer in silence, feeling alone as if no one understands what you are going through and you are scared to say anything for fear of judgement.
 
Everyone else around you seems to have it all together and you often wonder will you ever get there. You love your circle but every now and then a hint of envy comes up. Not because you don’t want good for them but because you want good for you.
Beautiful woman, you have been forcing people to love you. You long to feel the love and connection you have not given yourself. The appearance of having it all together yet struggling on the inside is all too familiar to you. The lack of love has created doubt and you’re questioning if you will ever be happy or loved or enough. This has planted seeds of uncertainty and unworthiness in you. I know you have a lot of love to give but never having given it to yourself has placed your value to be defined by others. You have great days, you read or listen to things to inspire you to change but the discipline and/or commitment to take action is lacking. This leaves you questioning your existence and purpose in life.
 
What you need most right now is your truth, but the pain in that truth has kept your life in the same cycle that has left you in tears. You get to open your eyes to the possibility of healing the hurt by speaking your truth. You get to decide you no longer want to live in the heartache you helped you create. You get to be comfortable with acknowledging, admitting and owning your truth of how you got here. This is where you give yourself permission to begin the journey of healing.
 
Beloved, you can’t heal what you won’t feel. It’s not easy and I know you might be scared to take this step but close your eyes for a moment and imagine your life on the other side of your pain. Imagine feeling better than you do right now. Imagine feeling the level of happiness that is available to you. Imagine exploring self care, self love and self value and knowing no one can compromise that for you. Imagine feeling good everyday because you took the time to heal and to learn and define your worthiness. All of this is available to you. You get to live this kind of life, defined by you, on your terms with love and happiness…... unapologetically!!!